Vienna

Recently, I have developed an affection towards Billy Joel. While tunes like Piano Man and Uptown Girl were frequent flyers on my playlist, especially for the harmonica in Piano Man, Vienna seems to be resonating with my heart in this season of life. When I listen to more than the words and truly listen to the message, I am reminded of how fragile life is. Straight to the point is the line that reads, “Slow down, you crazy child.” As a mother, I often find myself wrangling tasks—meals, baths, chauffeuring, cleaning, washing. Most days it’s easier to put off fun and play in the name of chores. It’s easier to “sit this adventure out” than it is to pack up the diapers, snacks, extra clothes, and load everyone up. It’s easier to stay in my safe space that has child locks on every cabinet and chimes on doors. It’s easier to decline the invitation than chase my toddler around a store or restaurant. Just like Billy implies, there is no fire that demands I hurry through endless chores and forget to enjoy the now.

My oldest is fifteen. She now has her learners permit to drive. When I put that into perspective, it’s bittersweet. We have two more summers before she’s off into the world to make a path for her own life. While I’ll be there every step of the way to guide and support her, I know that life with her as we know it will change. It will be quick in’s and outs. All the while accepting this reality, I look at my two year old and three month old and am reminded of how fast time with them will pass. I know I won’t be perfect, but I need to soak up every moment in playfulness with each of them, even the big girl. The magic exists in the small moments where we laugh until our bellies hurt and time stands still.

I now associate the word Vienna in the song with love and life. In my mind, the words are interchangeable… “When you realize Vienna (love/life) waits for you”

This is your reminder to slow down, if you can. To enjoy your spouse and babies. To plop down and play. To soak in every moment because before we know it, all that will be left of each of us will be the memories we leave behind. The life and love we left behind.

Remember, Vienna waits for you….